I am not exactly sure what I want to say today Not even sure if I have anything to say. Well let's see..

I recently have started walking every day after work to help get off the pounds. I actually look forward to it at the end of each day, especially when the days have been really beautiful out. The other day I even surprised myself I couldn't do a walk when I got home after work but later that night when I got home around 8:00 p.m. I was so excited to go I got home changed and went, and shockingly I ran for most of it. It may seem like a small thing but, being as i haven't been active in a long time I was incredibly proud. When I was in junior high I could run a 6 minute mile, I would love to get back to that. It's weird the walking started out as a way to get myself in shape so that I could feel beautiful to other- I know how incredibly shallow that is, I know sad. But it 's not really that anymore. I enjoy it I look forward to it. Even as I type this I am looking forward to going out there today and running. Maybe running the whole time this time.

So that is that..

I really want this year to be great, I want to make the changes to make it great. It really has been mostly my fault that I am not happy. I need to make the changes in my life, they aren't going to magically happen ya know? I hate certain things in my life, but I have to get off my ass and do something. I started to make some other changes as well. I am writing more and studying up on a career change. Things are looking up. Just in time for the weather change. I can hear the birds chirping now... It's going to be a bright sunshine day! Enjoy it! 

Life is to short for regrets.